I love you to the moon...

When putting my 2 year old to bed, I said, "I love you to the moon."

He said, "I love you to the moon and back."

I said, "I love you to the sun."

He said, "I love you to the moon and back."

I said, "Do you love me to the sun?"

He said, "No. Just to the moon and back."

What a guy.

Narration - Thoughts from Charlotte Mason

As promised, I'm here to offer a brief introduction to narration. I feel like it's such a tricky thing to talk about. Because on one hand, it's so very simple and I don't want it to sound anymore complicated than it is. But on the other hand, there is so much to be said and I know I could never adequately cover it all. 

Narration is so very simple. You read a story and then you say, "Can you tell me back what we just read?" The child then tells the story back again. It is such a simple, powerful tool. 

We started practicing narration this summer in preparation for this school year. I had heard from a few different places that Aesop's fables were a great starting point. They're short (so they're easier to remember) and they tell complete stories (so it's much easier for a child to figure out what to tell).

After we finished reading it, I asked my daughter to tell the story back to me. And let me just paint an accurate picture for you: she absolutely hated it. She fought me very hard and in no way wanted to do it. I wasn't surprised by this. I know my daughter's personality. And I'd heard of this happening from others. 

Let me just pause right here and let you in on a secret. Narration is really hard - especially if you've never done it before. Right after I started doing it with my daughter, I started doing it for myself. I've always struggled to listen to Audiobooks. I used to say it was because I wasn't an auditory learner. Now, I've had to admit that it's really that I lack that "Habit of Attention." My mind wanders and I don't take any control over it. 

So I started listening to a couple Audiobooks (You were wondering how I manage to read all those books in the sidebar and clean my house, weren't you?). In the beginning, I paused the recording after every 5 minutes and made myself tell back what I had heard. 

Guess what! It works. And now I can get my house clean and my reading done at the same time. I'm so thankful.

Why does it work? I think there are a lot of reasons, but there are 3 that come to mind for me. First of all, starting with short sections is really vital. From the beginning I could pay attention for a short time. I've had to work to discipline my mind to keep paying attention. Setting the clock for 5 minutes gave me a manageable goal. Surely I can pay attention for 5 minutes at my age!! As I've continued to work on it, I've been able to lengthen that time.

Second, knowing that I was going to have to narrate helped me force my mind to pay attention. That accountability is vital. I've noticed that every time I start a new book I still have to work a bit harder in the beginning. But once I get into the book, I don't struggle nearly as much. 

The third reason starts to get into the power of narration itself. There's a quote I remember from a student in one of Charlotte Mason's PNEU schools. She said, "We narrate and then we know." I've found that to be so true. If all I do is just listen to the reading and then go onto the next thing, most of what I heard dissipates. But if I force myself to stop and process it in some way, it stays with me. I've been listening to Northanger Abbey on Audiobook. I started the book weeks ago (forcing myself to read this novel slowly). But I can still tell you what happened in each chapter. It's taking up residence in a deeper part of my soul.

Of course the same is true whether I read the words on a page or listen to the Audiobook. We have to stop and process the information somehow. This is something humans do naturally. Stop and think about the things that excite you the most. What's something you've learned and felt a passion for? Did you keep it to yourself? No, you went and found the next soul (willing or not) to tell all about it. And what happens after you tell something a few times? You know it.

So what did I tell my daughter when she didn't understand why she had to do this whole narration thing? I told her it was practice for telling stories (because it is). A fancy term for narration is "Oral Composition." Eventually, my daughter will be writing some of her narrations down. She will get all kinds of practice with Written Composition. But she's currently 6 years old. That means that her writing skills are in no way matched with her composition skills.

And this is why I love Charlotte Mason (Okay, it's not just this). My daughter is getting an education and grappling with big ideas - because she is perfectly capable of that. She doesn't have to wait until her fine motor skills catch up or her grammar knowledge increases. 

There's so much more I could say here. In a future post, I'm going to talk about how I take my daughter's narrations and turn them into opportunities for character development and relationship building. 

In the meantime, here's some more from the experts:

• This links directly to Charlotte Mason's short chapter on narration in her first book.
• This is a very helpful and practical guide to narration.
• Six Steps to the Narration Sequence
• Karen Glass is amazing. 
• Why you should never re-read the passage (because the habit of paying attention is crucial):
• A more thorough discussion of the single reading
• This is an article from 1924 written by someone who taught in the PNEU Schools that Charlotte Mason started.

Character Education - My Journey (so far) in Learning to Train Children of Good Character

A little over a year ago, I realized that my parenting was undergoing a major shift. Or maybe I realized that my parenting needed to experience a major shift.

What happened last year? My oldest child turned 5. Up until then, I had millions of weaknesses as a parent, but I felt like I (mostly) knew what I was doing. As hard as it was to be consistent in training and disciplining my children, I knew what I was supposed to be doing.

And then my child turned 5. I talked to a few different people at that time. All I could say was, "Something has changed and I have no idea what it is or what to do about it." 

The issues were more complex. I began realizing that up until that point, all of my parenting was centered around establishing authority in my child's life. My young children and I have had countless conversations like this:

"Who's in charge?"

"God."

"And who did God place in authority over you?"

"Mommy and Daddy."

"Are you submitting and obeying to Mommy and Daddy's authority right now?"

and so on. (One of my children is brutally honest with their thoughts. When asked who's in charge, this child had a long season of usually offering their own name.)

Anyway, as I began slowly learning, at some point (around the age of 5 or 6), children begin to experience a larger world with more freedom and more decisions.

I re-watched Getting to the Heart of Parenting by Paul Tripp. He described my situation perfectly. As we were working to train our children's hearts, we were moving from authority to character. This explanation was so perfectly what I needed to hear.

And then he laid out a brilliant theology of what character issues truly are. They're a question of worship.

"Your children don't so much need character management as they need worship realignment. They don't first have a character problem; they have a worship problem that produces a character problem. Because of this they need more than character critique; they need to be given insight into the worship function of their hearts and how it shapes the way they react in the relationships and situations of their daily lives.... They need to grace of insight, the grace of wisdom, the grace of patient instruction, and the grace of daily forgiveness. And our ability to give this grace to our children starts by acknowledging that the list we have considered not only describes them but us as well. The worship of our hearts gets kidnapped, too, by something in the creation, and when it does, we don't respond as we should to the people and situations in our lives. Like our children, we need a patient Father who will help us to see our hearts so we can confess what is there and reach out for the change that only he can empower. Parents who are humbly willing to confess their need of parenting care don't resent those moments when they are called by their Father to give the same care to their children."  - Paul Tripp in Parenting: Gospel Principles That Can Radically Change Your Family.

This big picture vision was necessary. I walked away thankful and renewed in my parenting efforts. But as I continued in my parenting, I found myself a bit lost and confused again. I understood what I was trying to do now and that was a major relief. But I was still a little lost as to how to get there.

I had conversations with friends. We talked through different ways of memorizing scripture, pinpointing what aspects of character to work on with our children, and various programs that are out there for studying character with our children. But I still felt like I was treading water in the middle of the ocean. These thoughts were nice, but they weren't helping me see what I needed to be doing with my children in the midst of the daily grind.

Enter Andrew Kern.

This is really the ironic part of my story. Usually when people talk about listening to Andrew Kern, they say they love listening to his philosophy, but he's just not practical enough. But when I started listening to Andrew Kern, I found all of the practical advice I needed at just that moment (I'm just going to assume that was the Lord's guiding hand).

I've learned about a million things from Andrew Kern, but for the sake of this discussion, I can pretty  much boil it down to two things. He gave me a brand new vision for what education should be. And he gave me one simple tool for daily working to form character in my children.

I quoted this definition before, but here it is again (Click here and here for a more thorough fleshing out of this definition):

I just read an article by Mystie Winckler and she put it like this:

"Character building used to be called education, but now it is talked about as some subset, an add-on we use to supplement."

Mystie says many more beautiful and incredibly practical things about how that works daily in the home so if you're working this out for yourself, I'd strongly encourage you to go read the article.

Andrew Kern gave me one simple tool for how this works in the school day. It's called the "Should Question." It works like this. Read a story together. Choose a character from the story and something that character did. Ask this question: "Should ______ have done ______?" (Click here for a little more about the "should question.")

I started using this advice immediately. And I started having beautiful conversations with my daughter. She was 5 at the time. And I was asking some pretty big questions. I didn't intend to. It just happened. Suddenly my 5 year old daughter and I were discussing world hunger and how to help the poor (You know: Give a man a fish...). But here's the thing. I just asked some simple questions. It was my 5 year old daughter talking it through. I wasn't lecturing, preaching, or offering counsel. I became the mentor. I learned to ask follow-up questions to steer the conversation. I learned to insert small thoughts here and there. And I started learning a lot from my daughter. Five-year-olds don't have all the baggage we adults do. Their innocent perspectives are lovely to consider.

This is what my daughter and I now do every day. It is the heart and soul of our education and it brings lots of joy into our relationship. Now, when I'm pre-reading the stories she'll be reading on her own (Yes, my 6-year-old child reads well enough to read all of her school books on her own - though I still choose to read some to her), I think of questions to ask her. I don't necessarily think of a question for every reading and I rarely ever think of more than one. They're not always "Should Questions" (which can be worded more creatively as well by the way), but they're always questions which work toward building a relationship with my daughter.

All of this was really helpful, but I still hadn't gotten all the way to character education in the daily grind. This is where Charlotte Mason came into my story. As I was listening to Andrew Kern, he made some references that pointed me to go back and look at Charlotte Mason again. I then spent the rest of the spring and summer beginning to study the many things this brilliant woman had to say about educating and training children.

She said this:

"We who teach should make it clear to ourselves that our aim in education is less conduct than character."

I read most of the first of Charlotte Mason's series of books on education while on vacation with my family. This one is focused on children through age 9. Here I found the next incredibly practical advice I needed to hear. In this book, Miss Mason describes a number of scenarios (Clickhere to read it yourself.) and talks through how our role as a parent (or governess, etc.) should be to continually reinforce good habits in our children because:

"The habits of the child form the character of the man." -Charlotte Mason

Stop and think about that. It really makes sense, doesn't it? I'm pretty certain everyone on earth has lied at some point, but it's the person who has a habit of lying that we label a liar.

Anyway, I said I got helpful advice. But I didn't say it was easy advice. She describes a scene where a mother is teaching her son to shut a door when he leaves a room. What is the mom to do? Remind him every time he forgets to shut the door until the habit is trained in him. But she's not to be a nag. They should be on the same team. She is always to be there as the coach - providing helpful reminders - not angry shouts (Ahem).

"Every day, every hour, the parents are either passively or actively forming those habits in their children upon which, more than upon anything else, future character and conduct depend." - Charlotte Mason

Charlotte elaborates on this concept even more in an articlewritten for The Parent's Review (a magazine she edited):

"What common error do people make about the formation of habits?

They allow lapses; they train a child to "shut the door after him" twenty times, and allow him to leave it open the twenty-first. 

With what result?
That the work has to be done over again...

...How long may it take to cure a bad habit, and form the contrary good one?
Perhaps a month or six weeks of careful incessant treatment may be enough. 

But such treatment requires an impossible amount of care and watchfulness on the part of the educator? 
Yes, but not more than is given to the cure of any bodily disease-measles, or scarlet fever, for example. "

Do you have any idea how convicting this is and how hard it is for me to hear? Anyone who knows me at all knows that I am not the type of person who will even notice that the door has been left open (or care). If I'm training a child to shut a door, it is most likely because they're driving their dad crazy by letting hundreds of flies into our house (that may or not be a real scenario from this last summer). And comparing it to caring for my sick child was not encouraging. (Do you have any idea how much I dread caring for my sick children!?)

So I found myself contemplating all of this. How can I train my children to have good habits when I don't even have good habits? How can I be consistent with this every day? How do I train my children to have good character when this whole conversation just convicts me of all the areas my character is sadly lacking?

Four thoughts came to mind:

The first was quite simple: How can I? I can't.

From Gloria Furman in Treasuring Christ When Your Hands are Full (If you haven't read this book yet, then you need to stop reading, drop everything and go find a copy RIGHT NOW):

“When we acknowledge our inability to mother our children apart from the Lord’s provision and strength, we honor God. Of course we are not able to do this work of raising children and training them in the instruction of the Lord. That’s why we desperately need the Lord!

And from Paul Tripp: "Like our children, we need a patient Father who will help us to see our hearts so we can confess what is there and reach out for the change that only he can empower. Parents who are humbly willing to confess their need of parenting care don't resent those moments when they are called by their Father to give the same care to their children."

The second had to do with what Charlotte Mason said. She emphasized that we be our child's ally: "But the little fellow has really not much power to recollect, and the mother will have to adopt various little devices to remind him; but of two things she will be careful––that he never slips off without shutting the door, and that she never lets the matter be a cause of friction between herself and the child, taking the line of his friendly ally to help him against that bad memory of his."

Since, we're in this together, I need to remember to be on my child's team. (So all that yelling I've been doing....? Yeah.)

The third thing brought me back to the beginning. What am I worshiping? What are my children worshiping? We don't first have character problems. We have worship problems that produce character problems.

And the fourth was... grace. We all need it.

What are living books? - Thoughts from Charlotte Mason

In today's home school environment, anyone who has done the slightest bit of research knows that a Charlotte Mason education is an education using "living books." In fact, when some say they're following Charlotte Mason, this might be the only point they're attempting to follow her on (and I'm not over here trying to draw lines in the sand over who is qualified to call their education "Charlotte Mason").

We touched on this topic as well when studying Principle 13 (see my previous post). I absolutely love how she describes “living books.” I think I love it so much because I’ve watched many attempt to define “living books” and struggle. The internet is filled with lists of “living books.” But how can you tell if they are really living? Some seem to think they just have to be books which are narrative. Charlotte Mason is grasping at something deeper:

“I do not know how to describe the sort of books that children’s minds will consent to deal with than by saying that they must be literary in character…. Children cannot answer questions set on the wrong book.”

See? That's why everyone's struggling. At best, it's incredibly hard to define. Charlotte Mason didn't even know how!

I purchased a couple of books already which I thought would be just perfect. Their description fit every description of “living book” out there. I couldn’t borrow them from the library so I had to purchase them without reading them (thankfully for not too much). I read some lovely reviews and was really excited about how much we were going to love them. We were a few chapters into the first book when I pulled it out one day to read it. My daughter sighed and said, “Not that one.” (We unfortunately read a few chapters more before I let go.) The books had great potential, but in the end they just weren’t literary.

Now, of course if a child is sighing about reading a book, that doesn't automatically mean you should throw it out. It might be a difficult book that they need to grow into. Their growth might depend on sticking it out. But in this case, these books were not living. It’s hard to articulate what was wrong with the books. A lot of it relates to another quote of Charlotte Mason’s:

“Children recognize with incipient weariness the doctored tale as soon as it is begun to be told.”

These books were honestly just trying way too hard to make their points. They ceased to be authentic. It was wearying - that’s a good description. Ambleside Online uses Parables from Nature. The scope and purpose of Parables from Nature is actually quite similar to the books we were reading. But when I pull that book out, my daughter gets a sweet smile on her face and is excited to read it. The book deals with lessons on life, but I think Parables from Nature somehow respects us more as people capable of grappling with big thoughts. My 6 year old daughter is capable of much more than most modern books think she is.

Even in the PNEU schools, they sometimes struggled to find books which held up to the standard. They had examinations at the end of every 12-week term (as in all students in all the schools answered the same questions). They used these exams to evaluate their curriculum. If a vast number of students couldn't narrate from any of the books they had chosen, they knew those books needed to be replaced.

And this is why I love Ambleside Online. They’ve spent countless hours choosing only the best books. So I don’t have to waste our time and money figuring out which books are literary. Some wise women have gone before me. And it's been tested over and over again so if we're struggling, I can more easily determine if the book is the problem or we need to just keep working at it. All I can say is, “Thank you so very much.”

The Food Giver

So yesterday, after feeding my children lunch, they all came back in wanting more of a snack. They had emptied their bowls and were all holding them out. You'd think I never feed them (or certainly wouldn't believe they had just had lunch) the way they got so excited about being given a snack.

Two of them took all their joy and went outside. One lagged behind. He looked at me and said, "You're just the food giver, Mom."

Yes, son. It does feel that way, doesn't it?

What are you being poured out for? - Romans 8

This post is really serving as my narration of the wonderful weekend I just had. I am so incredibly blessed to belong to a community of Gospel-centered, Christ-exalting, God-glorifying women. They are amazing.

I have to be honest here. At one time, I had a hard time with the whole concept of women's retreats. I loved that I gained fellowship with other women and had the opportunity to deepen relationships in a retreat setting. But seriously, the teaching at women's retreats is often very... "fluffy."

The retreat I just went to was amazing. There was a ton of time for fellowship - and 2 glorious hours of uninterrupted, quiet "solo time." (Can you tell I'm an introvert? Side note: One of my dear friends was not nearly so excited as me about "solo time." The poor woman weathered it like a champ though. And I'm still cracking up picturing her mortification at not being able to talk. to. anyone.)

And then there was the teaching. It came nowhere near "fluffy." On Friday night was a very deep, inductive study of Romans 8:1-11. I was so amazed by my friend and former pastor's wife. She took us very deep into the text - and did it in a way that was encouraging and palatable for anyone in the room who struggled with such deep analysis.

Reflecting on this, I am quite confident that every other women's retreat venue I've experienced would have camped out on Romans 8:1 - "There is therefore now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus." 

My friend went so much deeper. She showed us why there is no condemnation: "Because the law of the spirit of life has set you free in Christ Jesus from the law of sin and death." and so we are to "no longer let sin reign in our mortal bodies."

And then on Saturday, she hit us with this truth in a very real way. She identified 5 areas where she sees the women of this specific church struggling with "Life in the Flesh" versus "Life in the Spirit." There was no beating around the bush. She said, "We've realized that almost every conflict that happens in our church, ladies... They're almost all started by the women. We instigate the problems."

These were the five areas:

The Tongue:

Proverbs 18:21: "Death and life are in the power of the tongue and those who love it will eat its fruit."

I have to admit that I was the most convicted here. And it's almost completely in regard to my parenting. It's funny - for about the first five years of my parenting journey, I don't feel like I struggled with this. But my 2 older children in particular challenge my patience and my temper. 

"The tongue should be for BUILDING UP and GIVING GRACE." 

"Where there is no whisper, quarreling ceases."

How do you use your tongue?

Insecurity:

Definition of insecurity: a high view of self and a low view of God

Is that the definition you would have come up with? There's so much truth wrapped up in that statement.

Psalm 103 "He remembers that we are but dust." Do you have a proper view of who you are and who God is? The honor goes to him - not us. Why do we feel insecure? Because we're afraid of what others will think of us. Why? Because we want the honor?

In Jeremiah 17, a contrast is made between the man who relies on the flesh and the man who trusts in the Lord. He who relies on the flesh is described with words like "dry," "desert," "parched," and "uninhabited salt land." He who trust in the Lord is "well-watered," "well-rooted," and "fruit-bearing tree."

We need to stop focusing on ourselves. We need to remember who we are and who He is. 

Why? Because insecurity makes us...

• fearful in making new relationships and deepening relationships - because we're focused on ourselves.
• think that we don't have enough knowledge or we're not spiritual enough to carry out what God has asked us to do.

And I love what my friend said here, "You might be right. You might not have enough knowledge. You might not be equipped. But that's not an excuse. That's just a reason to get equipped."

Timidity:

Definition: a lack of courage or confidence - easily frightened

In 2 Timothy 1:7, we're told we have been given "a spirit of power, love, and self-control."

It's scary to step out in faith. But we can't just stay where it's safe. If God be for us, who can be against us!?!?

Individualism:

We in America prize this so highly above everything else. We think, "I'm fine by myself."

This is definitely my second place of conviction. My introverted self really loves being alone. But we truly do need each other. We're commanded to love one another, to be devoted to one another, to have the same mine as one another, to serve one another, to build each other up, and to encourage, bear with, and forgive one another.

Every moment of every day, we make decisions based on what is best for us right now. But seriously. do we even know our neighbors' names? 

Self-Preservation:

Our culture values safety. I feel like that really doesn't need to be illustrated. But the fact of the matter is that following Jesus is not safe. My friend quoted C.S. Lewis here. I feel like I could sit and meditate on this quote for hours:

____

“Aslan is a lion- the Lion, the great Lion."

 "Ooh" said Susan. "I'd thought he was a man. Is he-quite safe? I shall feel rather nervous about meeting a lion"

..."Safe?" said Mr Beaver ..."Who said anything about safe? 'Course he isn't safe. But he's good. He's the King, I tell you.”

______

He's the king, I tell you.

On the way back from the retreat,  my friend and I were discussing this very thing. There's a woman in this church who has three biological children and three adopted children and they are currently in the process of adopting four siblings. Because as this mom put it, "There is absolutely no way I could see how they live and then choose not to adopt them. So what if it will make vacations a little more difficult. How in the world could I not adopt them for that reason?"

We should be seeking to be poured out - not preserved. As my friend and I were discussing this on the way home, we were analyzing our own lives and taking stock of where we saw ourselves truly being poured out and where we realized we really had more to give.

"Are we choosing to be poured out for the glorification of Christ and the edification of the body?"

How about you? Are you setting your minds on the things of the flesh or on the things of the spirit? It's so convicting. But it's so good to be convicted.

A Delectable Feast (one bite at a time): Starting out with a Charlotte Mason education

I've been sharing with you some thoughts on a Charlotte Mason philosophy of education. Today, I want take a step back and give you just a little practical advice. It's sort of messy giving practical advice. What works in my home might not work in yours. We all have different personalities/lives/obligations, etc. I often why away from getting too specific because I don't want anyone to get the impression I think my way is "the right way." I don't.

But for someone just starting out with a Charlotte Mason education, it can be incredibly helpful to have someone walk you through where to begin. So here's where I've began. I currently have younger children in my home so that's where most of the advice will focus. But if you have older ones, don't walk away too quickly. I've heard a lot of advice given to those starting out with older ones and guess what? It's not that different. My specific resources might not apply to you, but the ideas will. 

Charlotte Mason was very concerned that we spread a feast of ideas before our children to feed their minds. When people first see this long list of subjects, they often become very overwhelmed. How does one do art, picture study, drawing, nature study, citizenship, copywork, dictation, foreign language (students in PNEU schools learned 4 languages besides English), geography, grammar, mathematics, science, folk songs, composer study, Shakespeare, Poetry, Bible, and history all in the same year - and be done by lunch??? (Note: Your life might require you to re-order your day so that "school" happens in the afternoon, there's nothing wrong with that)

Take a deep breath. It’s so much better than it sounds. And I promise it can be done.

But first you have to let go of your notions of what a school day looks like. You have to let go of worksheets and unit studies. This stuff is way better.

If your children are younger than 6 years old and you're anxious to do some school stuff with them, the very best thing you can do is to focus on the riches. Those would be art, picture study, nature study, folk songs, composer study, poetry, Bible, and some exposure to a foreign language. How do you do that you ask? I would advise that you just pick one at a time and add it to your week somewhere. I recommend you start with Bible. Once you have a routine of reading the Bible (or Bible stories) every day, then pick another one.

But don’t forget to keep it simple. If you do everything on the following list (or even if you just do part), your toddlers, preschoolers, and kindergartners will truly be receiving a beautiful education:

• Make a habit of regularly listening to classical music. Don’t stress over what you listen to. If you are unfamiliar with classical music yourself, I found this book to be a really helpful resource. Don't make it complicated. Just listen to it in the car... or during a meal... or while playing...
• Find a CD of children’s folk songs you like and turn it on. Dance to it in the living room. (Elizabeth Mitchell is our favorite. I loved this album when I was a kid. Also: Raffi, Heather Forest, Frances England, Ella Jenkins, etc.)
• For art, I strongly advise just providing some supplies and letting them play. Don’t get sucked into thinking you need to create Pinterest-worthy creations. Let them explore. (But by all means, if you like making Pinterest-worthy creations, I’m not trying to stop you.)
• For picture study, get a book of great works of art (such as this one) and look at it together. I did this with my 3 and 4 year old once a week. We talked about what shapes or colors we saw. We pointed to things in the picture. We chose our favorite picture in each spread. It was very enjoyable.
• Nature study is simple. Go outside. Take nature hikes. Talk about what you see. Don’t know anything about nature? Don’t worry about it. The point is actually just to be in nature. That’s a good starting point. I’d also encourage you as the mom to begin keeping a nature journal (not that I’ve succeeded at this regularly). Get yourself a drawing journal and some colored pencils. Go outside. Pick something to draw and start drawing it. Don’t worry if you can’t draw (I can’t). You might even surprise yourself with how enjoyable it is. Pretty soon (it took mine like 10 seconds), your children will be asking for their own journals so they can join you. Don’t make it any more formal than that (and if they’re not interested, don’t worry about it at all). Keep building the habit and it will serve you well later.
• Find some poetry books you love and find a time of day where you can fit a few poems in. (I can recommend: When We Were Very Young and Now We are Six by A.A. Milne, Mother Goose, A Child's Garden of Verse by Robert Louis Stevenson, A Child's Book of Poems by Gyo Fujikawa, and Read-Aloud Rhymes for the Very Young)
• Choose a foreign language to learn and look for some authentic children’s folksongs in that language. Stay away from most CDs which promise to help you learn colors and numbers. Go for the real stuff. I can recommend this one for Spanish: book, CD and this one for German.
• Read high quality picture books with beautiful writing and beautiful illustrations. Honey for a Child’s Heart is a great resource as is this list from Ambleside Online.

What about arithmetic and learning how to read? Well, those are just skills which help you get your education. They're important, sure. If your child wants to learn how to read, by all means feel free to start teaching them (I did). And if they want to do arithmetic, go for it. Here's a great arithmetic resource for young children. For reading, we use Bob books and just pull them out as they're interested.   

What if your children are 6 or older? I'm not there yet with my own children, but my experiences in general tell me that the recommendation doesn’t change all that much. The content might change slightly, but I still recommend you start adding one thing at a time. Don’t be tempted to think of these things as enrichment or extras. Make the things on this list the heart and soul of your day and you won’t regret it. Especially if you're struggling with the atmosphere in your home, I would even go so far as to say it's probably worth it to set aside some other school subjects for a period of time while you work on the things on this list. 

Figure out whatever works to help you do these things. I myself have created schedules with pages marked out of what I wanted us to read when. I’ve mapped out particular things to focus on in our nature study. I assigned certain music to listen to on certain days. I did those things to hold myself accountable to spend time with my children. Do what works for you. Just be sure you hold onto the wonder and sense of discovery. Make sure you hold on to the cultivation of beautiful relationships with your children. You won’t regret it.

For my part, I’m quite thankful that I began incorporating these things in our day when I had young children. For one thing, it really helped me keep my own sanity. It was also so helpful to already have all of these habits as I began doing more formal lessons with my daughter this year. We’re officially schooling this year, but not all that much has changed in our day. She has formal requirements for arithmetic and copywork. And she has to narrate her school readings. Otherwise, we were already doing everything else. That was a blessing.

But if all you do is read Bible stories and take them outside once in a while, you’ll be fine. Honestly, I had 3 children 3 and under in a hundred year record cold winter in Wisconsin. Getting outside didn’t happen all that much during that season. This past summer, they were literally outside more than inside during daylight hours. You'll be fine.

What is Knowledge? - Thoughts from Charlotte Mason

If you missed my previous posts on education, you'll want to go back and read those. So far I gave a brief introduction to Charlotte Mason and discussed why we're planning to use Ambleside Online.

Charlotte Mason wrote a lot. Most of her thoughts on education are contained in 6 Volumes commonly referred to as the Home Schooling Series. Her audience is both mothers schooling their children at home in the younger years (or more commonly hiring governesses to school the children at home) and teachers of children in the PNEU schools she helped found.

Toward the end of her life, Charlotte Mason took everything she’d thought and wrote about and attempted to consolidate it all into 20 Principles. Studying these 20 principles can be a great way to get started learning about Charlotte Mason. Brandy Vencel over at Afterthoughts created a wonderful guide for doing this. She developed a study guide to walk through the principles with her fellow homeschooling friends. For each of the 20 principles, she guides you through Charlotte Mason’s own words from her writings. If you’re new to Charlotte Mason, I highly recommend clicking here and purchasing her Start Here Guide. It’d be even better if you were able to form your own study group to go through it together.  

I’ve been studying through the 20 Principles with the Ambleside Online Forum community myself. A few weeks ago, we covered principle 13. I’ll type the whole thing out here so you get a feel for what the principles are like. Here it is:

In devising a syllabus for a normal child, of whatever social class, three points must be considered:

• He requires much knowledge, for the mind needs sufficient food as much as does the body.
• The knowledge should be various, for sameness in mental diet does not create appetite (i.e. curiosity)
• Knowledge should be communicated in well-chosen language because his attention responds naturally to what is conveyed in literary form

In Volume 6, Charlotte Mason identifies 3 areas of knowledge: Knowledge of God (the most important), Knowledge of Man (History, Literature, Citizenship, Composition, Languages, Art), and Knowledge of the Universe (Science, Geography, Mathematics).

So those are some categories of knowledge. But what is knowledge? Here's Charlotte Mason herself:

“No information becomes knowledge to us until the individual mind has acted upon it, translated it, transformed, absorbed it, to reappear, like our bodily food, in forms of vitality. Therefore, teaching, talk, and tale, however lucid or fascinating, effect nothing until self-activity be set up – that is self-education is the only possible education, the rest is veneer laid on the surface of a child’s nature.”

I think this quote covers so very thoroughly what we do wrong in modern, progressive education. We work so hard to create knowledge for the students. We devise lesson plans. We plan out unit studies so that every subject is integrated with every other subject. We try to make as many connections as we can so that the students don't have to make those connections themselves. And after we go through that whole process, who has received the education?

A plethora of moms homeschool because they love learning along with their children. They truly love giving themselves the education they never received themselves. I think we have to be so careful that we're actually guiding our children to be receiving their own education. We can't do the work of education for them. Let them create their own projects and their own play. If we give them the proper nourishment for their minds and the time and space to work in, they will automatically give themselves the education they need. It is innate. Just read some stories to your children and then watch what they do with them. I find it to be amazing.

How does a Charlotte Mason education make this happen? That's a big question. In my next 2 posts in this series, I'll touch on two of the key components: living books and narration. 

Advice from a 2-year-old

Last week, we were taking a hike through the woods not too far from our house and I was holding my 2 year old's hand. You have to somehow picture his little 2 year old voice as he said what I'm about to tell you. You also have to realize that I've not said this to him and I have no idea where he got it from. Out of the blue, in a very serious and matter-of-fact tone, he suddenly says, "We don't want to go on the road, Mama, cuz we might get hit by a car, and then we'd be dead on the road."

That is a very good point.

Why I’ve decided to Use Ambleside Online

Last week I talked a little bit about my love for a Charlotte Mason philosophy of education and how we intend to use her methodology in our home. If you haven’t yet, you should definitely read that post first.

As promised, I’m going to begin sharing a bit at a time about what we’re using in our home. We’re just starting on this journey, but I’ve put a lot of research and thoughtful planning into what we’re doing. This definitely is one of my hobbies and one of the things I enjoy most.

Last spring, after already spending way too much time planning out exactly what I was going to do for school this year, I discovered Ambleside Online. Actually, it’s a place I’d been before and I had always been a bit confused by it. This spring, it all clicked and I began realizing what a beautiful plan it is.

These women have worked incredibly hard to develop a curriculum which pretty closely follows the exact books they used in the Charlotte Mason (PNEU) schools. They’ve contextualized it to America (Charlotte Mason was British) and our modern day a bit (She lived 100 a century ago), but they do use some of those same books. In short, it’s a treasure trove for finding all of the classic books you should read with your children and when you should read them – which is exactly what I was looking for. They only choose books which achieve an incredibly high standard of literary quality. And they provide all of this information free of charge. It’s amazing.

Anyways, as I was saying I’d already developed my plans for school before discovering Ambleside Online. Initially, I just used it as a resource and incorporated a couple of their Year 1 books into my plans (not a recommended way to do things obviously – but I already had made my plans). As I learned more about Charlotte Mason and Classical Education, I understood more and more why they use the specific books they do in their Year 1 curriculum, and I - one at a time - incorporated pretty much all of them.

Visit here to see the books we’re using in our homeschool this year. Keep in mind as you’re browsing that we also add music, art, memory work, math, copywork, foreign language, and nature study to what you see here. And we’re done by lunchtime every day! How is this possible, you ask? Watch for my future posts.

Seriously, the number one reason we're using this curriculum is because these books are just. so. good. I'd encourage you to check some out at the library to see what I'm talking about.

Note: Because my daughter is an avid reader, I've been able to add some more American History biographies. We've also made use of 2 old fairy tale books I already had on my bookshelf from my great grandparents rather than buying new ones. I'll go into detail about all of that soon. Stay tuned for my thoughts on history and science as well.

Also, if you're wondering how to make use of that book list, there's a 36-week schedule available here.

I love you, Mama

Yesterday morning I woke up feeling awful. I'm so thankful to my husband who let me go back to bed after I nursed the baby. He got everyone breakfast before he had to leave. I was in and out of sleep for that hour and a half. In the midst of it, I heard my bedroom door open and footsteps crossing the room. I opened my eyes just a little bit to see my daughter. She bent over my face, stroked my cheek, kissed my forehead, and said, "I love you, Mama." Then, she turned around and left the room. She's such a good little mama. 

Some Thoughts on Education (OR Why a Charlotte Mason Education is Beautiful)

The main reason I started blogging again was on the encouragement from a couple of friends. These friends are fellow homeschooling moms and for some reason they love hearing about what I'm planning to use to educate my children. One day one of them said, "Lynette, you should just start a blog, then I could just go there and see everything."

Ahem. I already had a blog. I just wasn't utilizing it very well.

So my intention going forward is to gradually offer posts which will provide just that - an overview of what we're using.

But first things first. It's important before we get that far for you to understand where I'm coming from. If you start seeing the book lists and ideas of how we pursue education in this home, you might be a bit overwhelmed and confused if you don't understand how we're using these tools.

It would be so very convenient if I could somehow write a concise post of why we've chosen to homeschool our children and why we've chosen the educational philosophy we have, but there are so many facets to it all that I don't think it's quite possible to do it justice. This post will probably raise more questions than it will answer. But so be it. Hopefully, as I continue this blogging journey more things will continue to become clearer.

Over the last 6 years (I can mark it by how old my daughter is), I've had a complete paradigm shift in how I see education. I've been incredibly blessed by a number of talks from Andrew Kern - the founder and president of the Circe Institute. He defines education as "the cultivation of wisdom and virtue by nourishing the soul on truth, goodness, and beauty." He also goes on to say: "It should be distinguished from training (for a career), which is of eternal value but is not the same thing as education." If you'd like to see a deeper fleshing out of that definition, you can find that here.

He didn't create that definition - components of that have been around for a couple thousand years. But he says it well and it encapsulates what I mean when I say that we're pursuing classical education in our home.

Within that context, about a hundred years ago there lived a woman named Charlotte Mason. She was a British educator who was really passionate about seeing children receive a true education. She lived in a time when classical education had been stripped of most of its truth, goodness, and beauty and progressive educators were coming along with their pragmatic visions.

Charlotte Mason believed that children were persons who deserved better. She started a number of schools which followed her educational philosophy and was especially interested in reaching the poor with a "living" education.

A Charlotte Mason education is focused on giving children real books which are written in a literary style. They're not just books which tell stories. They're books which tell stories well. There is a high value for nature study, literature, poetry, art, and music as part of the heart and soul of giving children's minds beautiful ideas to feed on. She believed that children should be given a feast of living ideas to grow with. History and Science are taught with the best books available - written by writers who know how to use language well and are passionate about their subject matter.

I remember when I first encountered Charlotte Mason - long before I had a very good picture of how it all worked - I read that children in Charlotte Mason schools weren't limited by their reading or arithmetic abilities. Children who were learning how to read would spend a little time each day working on that skill - and then they would have someone read to them so they could still take in all of the wonderful literature and ideas which are out there waiting to be explored.

After listening to a reading, children narrate back what they've heard. Children in the younger years do this all orally. Their education doesn't have to wait for their fine motor skills to develop and their love of learning to die. They get to engage with living ideas right from the very beginning.

This was held in such contrast to the education I had seen and experienced. Children who struggle with reading in today's schools are held at greater and greater disadvantages as they miss out on so much simply because they're taking longer to develop those skills. That picture of a child still being given a joyful, living education was absolutely beautiful to me.

If you'd like to read a little more about Charlotte Mason and what this education looks like, here is a great starting point.